Beside Myself.

I found myself in my own world.

Bedside myself with anguish.

I am completely lost.

I want to talk with God but cannot.

Watch TV but I am restless.

I just don’t know what to think or do.

Give up my job and go for the new ?.

I said okay with my brother but cannot.

Or should I go for adventure.

I kept thinking.

Nobody can stop my thinking.

Should I stop me.

I got nobody beside me.

Then my parents but cannot.

It is getting worst every day.

Sometimes I gasp for fresh air.

The pain hunts me every night.

As I looked up and felt deserted.

What happened.

What changed.

Can I bring back the old?.

The old are deceased I am the old.