Beside Myself.

I found myself in my own world.

Bedside myself with anguish.

I am completely lost.

I want to talk with God but cannot.

Watch TV but I am restless.

I just don’t know what to think or do.

Give up my job and go for the new ?.

I said okay with my brother but cannot.

Or should I go for adventure.

I kept thinking.

Nobody can stop my thinking.

Should I stop me.

I got nobody beside me.

Then my parents but cannot.

It is getting worst every day.

Sometimes I gasp for fresh air.

The pain hunts me every night.

As I looked up and felt deserted.

What happened.

What changed.

Can I bring back the old?.

The old are deceased I am the old.

Published by edochie99

A Registered Nurse with over twenty years of hospital experience, an author with Masters Degree in Nursing,also Bachelor Degree in Nursing,graduated in 1996 from USC,University of Southern California.MSN in 2009 University of Phoenix.

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