I found myself in my own world.
Bedside myself with anguish.
I am completely lost.
I want to talk with God but cannot.
Watch TV but I am restless.
I just don’t know what to think or do.
Give up my job and go for the new ?.
I said okay with my brother but cannot.
Or should I go for adventure.
I kept thinking.
Nobody can stop my thinking.
Should I stop me.
I got nobody beside me.
Then my parents but cannot.
It is getting worst every day.
Sometimes I gasp for fresh air.
The pain hunts me every night.
As I looked up and felt deserted.
Can I bring back the old?.
The old are deceased I am the old.