Hate sounds bitter in my mouth,

for so long ,long time.

Lived with strong hatred,

I live this life without hate.

Have no reasons to do so.

But my mother said so.

Why feel intense for them.

Why find her distasteful.

But it became part of me with time.

It beckons on me to hate.

Hate with great intensity.

Wasted my life hating someone.

Lived in fear of my neighbors.

I reversed the hate to love.

My sweet life falling apart .

In front of me.

Because of hate.

I found myself interwoven with hate.

Hate I rebuke you.

Hate get behind me.

Why I moved love in front.

No more wasted energy.

No more wasted time.

Wallowing in my tears,

At times thinking why the hate.

I was loosing faith in God

Just because of hate.

Hatred please go away.

There is no provision for you.

Love save me from hate.

I struggled to find justification.

But there was none.

Rather it was jealousy.

No more self destruction.

Punishing my mind and flesh.

Published by edochie99

A Registered Nurse with over twenty years of hospital experience, an author with Masters Degree in Nursing,also Bachelor Degree in Nursing,graduated in 1996 from USC,University of Southern California.MSN in 2009 University of Phoenix.

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