Cocooned with fear of financial instability ,I planned not to retire until I am very old.I was afraid of early retirement .I do not believe that it is doable for those of us who started late.

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Then the univited visitor( COVID19) arrived and dealt with so many people ,some people died and some becaome sick. I was not an exception .I became sick and was forced to stay home longer than anticipated.The fear grabed me like the lion grabed its victim.It was very hard on me .The fear of isolation ,the fear of financial difficulties ,the fear of forgetting all my experiences as a nurse.
This fear was so real,and I cried all the time. I overcome my fear when I found a solution for financial stability, solution to prevent forgetfulness and improve socialization .I started reading,writing and blogging more frequently and exercise everyday.